You must understand that different people have different strengths and we humans aren't perfect.We have our own weaknesses too and always look upon our strengths,then upgrade our weaknesses and make sure we commit our time to upgrade it so that it would fit in to our strengths.Feeling envious would be a good thing if you want to motivate yourself in doing so as different people have different ways of motivating themselves.Time management and Self control plays a huge role in changing yourself.

You must know that we are born in different family backgrounds and we need to adapt to it.Being cold towards yourself and getting jealous would not help the situation you are in.If you have tried to change it but to no avail,make a decision and stick to it.Something that would make yourself happy,not feeling down nor disappointed.You have to accept life,it is never fair.

Sit down and give yourself sometime to think through what you want to achieve in life,what you want to do after graduating high school and also your goals in life.This plays a big role in your life and would mold you into someone of your choice.This would also affect your future and you should really think about this as this would be the most important decision in life.You must have a goal so that you know what you want to achieve in life and not live life without a purpose.Don't ever press the trigger without aiming,you would just shoot the air and get nothing in return.

You also have to accept yourself no matter how much flaws you have.Think on the bright side and take the compliments from others as a strength and not be a pessimist.Someday you would be the person you always wanted.Patience,it takes time.Being someone unappreciative with the gifts given from God is never a good thing.Learn to adapt with the life you are in.Remember,you are special.Everyone have their own uniqueness,you know yours.

So,wake up to life.Understand that this is part of you and only you could get through it no matter how hard it gets.Afterall this is your life,fir.