I tell you guys what i want to achieve to bring my happiness to where it should be after thinking for long;

1)Be good in my Education wise
2)Attend back to gigs
3)For my parents to be supportive on what i want
4)Get back into sports life like i used to
5)Learn how to drum
6)Create a band

and everything is not on sequence on which i would do first or what.

1)I really want to be good in studies wise and get my 'O'certificate to Poly/Art school
2)I seriously fucking miss attenting gigs eventhough i don't go much last time.I miss moshing especially.Guys,holla me to bring me along.
3)I know,it's an impossible thing for them to understand my life here as a teenager in this 21st century.Therefore,i would do it alone and rebel on day.Trust me.
4)Sports never failed to release my stress and motivates me on doing something more.In the other hand,it also it gives me a good body
5)I plan to learn drumming after the O's since thats the only time i guess that i will have much of free time.
Ain't that awesome shittos?

Everything i wrote here,i meant it and i really want to achieve those in a period of 2years less?yeah.I don't mind not getting any support from my parents eventhough it bothers me most of the time.I'll prove to them i can find my happiness on my own.

I hope i can start bulking up soon.I'm not trying to say that i'm depending on someone but i hope my cuzzin would give me something in the face to wake me up and start getting serious with my subjects,when i come to his place for tuition next tuesday.I seriously need someone to force the living hell out of me to make me do soemthing i'm lacking of,that's all.

I'm at my Sahira's crib now btw.

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