Things are so messed up right now.it just seems like i can't get control of myself.

You really don't understand the point of me here huh?all you could think of is how you feel and your own words,not bothering mine.I tried to explain,but you assume that it was just excuses coming from me.I thought we're finally getting the hang of it and i'm starting to be fine with everything but then,i was way wrong.Thinking something would finally end,is just back to the first pace i started,am not going to start climbing again just to get to you.You started to open topics which are of no relations,made her cry and leaving things here thinking that it will all be fine.What i said to you last time is seriously just a waste of my time and sad to say,tears.You could take everything you gave me,ohh i mean the only thing you gave me which i really cherished and thought the nightmare of my life is finally over.Trust me,the way i look at you now,is the same old way i looked at you last time.Try assume stuffs again and trust me,you would have just cut the circuit.I'm doing this for the best of all of us.You have my words.

You know,i've been thinking and staring into blank space alot nowadays,just this week to be fact.Thinking how my life revolves around my own kind is just another thing i kind of regret on doing.I really want to make you proud,but the thing is,you're just unappreciative.Lets just put a fullstop to your story.

Study wise,i really want to change myself.This moody-random self is not helping even the best of inch,since it changes from one point to another in just a short period of time,which affects my way of studying.How i wish my body and mind would just listen to my sayings,really.I just want my family to be happy and me to have a good future,thats all.

P.S.thanks alot to those who made the survey,so effin sweet serious shit.I don't have alot of time to tag you guys so i just would post it here aight.

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