I think i can get the hang of it now.It's just an I THINK since im in a mood to do my homeworks.Hopefully i'm always as hard working like this.School's been actually great but after adding on some moods of mine,totally a new view.Still,great.You know,i really want this alot.As is in giving my best since it is my first priority,besides my family and friends,making it 3rd?no,1st.I just hope i can get myself mentally stable towards studies.I want to have all the energy and mind pumped onto my studies so i could teach my friends who are in need,really,actually part of it only.but still,i feel great doing stuff for other.Like i'm someone to them,idk what or whom but just someone.

My hand's been aching for the past 2 days.Not going to the gym for like over 6months and starting to go again is a major shock to my body,i think.That is why my hand's acting this way and refusing to be straight and letting me be comfortable going through my daily life.I'm like a robot when i walk,just with a heart.I'm beyond happy right now to start going back to the gym.Making the first step is always the worst and most laziest part of all for me and like finally i'm doing it.Overall,i think i just to get season with it then it's fine after that.Three cheers for mua self.Idk when i'm going again but its deffinately soon.

I've done my physics and maths homework for today and i'm going to start on my artist influence research for art soon,then continue my art sketches.Need to hand in 30-fucking-sketches on Wednesday when i'm at only going to the third one now.How miserable can it be?Anyways i'm planning on having a art group meet up and do our sketches.Anyone up for meets?Nvm,i'll just ask around tomorrow then.

Won't be online nor updating much after tomorrow.Father's coming back and that means major cut down of internet usage for me.

P.S.I peeid like over 15times today.Just what the hell is wrong with me?! Hydra-Overdose.

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