Hello HUMANOIDS.There's nothing much to update about today.School was as per normal but was a little more hyper than usual i must say?yeah.Social Studies quiz was boring.I flunked it badly but teacher seemed not to care because the whole class did the same.I was lazy to read up the text book when i got the time because i was busy playing like a small kid.How irresponsible can i be towards my studies now?I should have revised it when i got the time.Pfft,fir.

I really need someone to push me,like force me to do something than i would do it.If i'm not used to that kind of thing of course.idk,i'm being childish i guess.Only god knows how much i want this Cert to continue my studies but the fact is,i don't even know what i want to be when finally i step into my job shoes life,what course to take and all.To be straight forward,i don't have a dream,or i have too much dreams/choices till i think its just folks?You know some people say i could be a Chef,some say i could be an Artist,Cartoonist,Graphic designer,and some even say i could be a Critic.I do have passion for Art but i don't know if i want to imply it for my career,which i don't know what.Everytime the word job/future/poly/laselle/family/rich gets into my mind,thats what i would think.The question is,when can i find what i really want to do for my career.What i planned now is just to focus on my 'O' cert and will only think what i really want when i have the time.okay,enuf of this part.

After school,went back home and till now stucked here.Will finish up my Maths homework and study my Social Studies pages soon.Thats all,i guess.

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